What the chorus does
The repeated chorus sets memory against passing time. The past is still visible but cannot be recovered. The verse can be heard as an attempt to finish a conversation that will never happen, rather than a promise to restore the relationship.
Small details of the encounter
Fine rain, a smile, a familiar scent and a suddenly still heart make memory tangible. The address moves from a formal “you” to a familiar one, showing how quickly present distance disappears within memory.
Title and language
The lyrics are mainly Uzbek, with a short Russian phrase in a verse. The artist’s text, including that language mix, is preserved here. Bexosdan is a standalone release, distinct from Bexabar on Davom Etar; the discography lists them separately.
An editorial reading of the lyrics, not the artist’s account of how the song was created.
Lyrics
Music and lyrics by Shoxrux. Text supplied by the artist; original spelling preserved.
"SHOXRUX - BEXOSDAN"
[Chorus]
Endi qancha hohlasang u kunlar qaytib kelmaydi
Bu vaqt oliy hakam barchasin o’zi dorilaydi
Yillar ortida jimmm o’tmishim mo’ralaydi, u kelmaydi
Endi qancha hohlasang u kunlar qaytib kelmaydi
Bu vaqt oliy hakam barchasin o’zi dorilaydi
Yillar ortida jimmm o’tmishim mo’ralaydi, u kelmaydi
[Verse 1]
Bugunda kayfiyatim allam balo
Bep begona birimizga
Uzur noqulaylik tug’dirsam sizga
Istarangiz issiq ko’rindi ko’zga
Yoki shunchalik kettingiz o’zgarib
Balki aldadi ko’zlarim кто знает?
Aytilmagan so’zlarim turgan ekan to’planib.
AYTA OLSAM EDI QANI...
Yuragim to’xtab bir dam
Qaydan seni o’sha kuni ko’rdim
Mayda may, mayda maydalab
Yomg’ir sevalab o’sha patrikorni
Esingda bormi
Sochlaring hidiga humor edim
Sening tabassuming ila bemor edim
E beg’ubor edik ammo u baland dor edi
Lekinda menda ham jasorat yuksak tog’ edi
Yuragim to’xtab bir dam
Qaydan seni o’sha kuni ko’rdim
Mayda may, mayda maydalab
Yomg’ir sevalab, Yomg’ir sevalab
Endi qancha hohlasang ham, u kunlar qaytib kelmaydi
[Chorus]
Endi qancha hohlasang u kunlar qaytib kelmaydi
Bu vaqt oliy hakam barchasin o’zi dorilaydi
Yillar ortida jimmm o’tmishim mo’ralaydi, u kelmaydi
Endi qancha hohlasang u kunlar qaytib kelmaydi
Bu vaqt oliy hakam barchasin o’zi dorilaydi
Yillar ortida jimmm o’tmishim mo’ralaydi, u kelmaydi